But now I'm back at home, all alone, and a tad bit melancholy. I get like this after a terrific time out, where I got to be all social, and the perfect nightcap wouldn't be a drink or dessert (both which I had) but loving arms and tender sex. I want to be held and kissed all over. I want to feel warm fingers between by legs and waves of loving kindness going into and flowing out from my heart. I want to make love tonight not fuck.
Though that can come later.
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Always said to myself that I'd never do one of those, "I know I haven't written in this blog for a long, long time but..." entries. But here it goes LOL.
I have been busy for sure. But it's more that I'm spending a bunch of time in Inner Space thinking about the men I've been talking with and what I want. It's all been making me quite anxious. And so I'vebeen eating more. Way more than I want to.
Undoubtedly I'm using food as a substitute for the things I'm not getting in my life. Like sex.
But I keep turning down dates, especially if I think it'll be nothing but a "sex date."
Which is kinda unfair because I don't REALLY know if that's what they'll turn out to be. Especially since to date it's kinda never been the guy who has pressed the issue of sex. It's been me.
My general horniness and curiosity takes over and voila. I'm doing stuff and its feeling good so I do more stuff. Usually up into "penetration veneration."
[I got that from some article a few weeks back and decided it fit my situation perfectly]
One of my oldest online friends asked me yesterday, "Why don't you go 'mess around' cutie?" [He calls me that, "Cutie." It's cute--most of the time--as he is all of 30 something...early, early 30's and I am...well, NOT. NOT even close LOL].
I tell him because I'm much older and have had a lot of sex in my life and I don't feel particularly compelled to have sex for sex's sake.
Which I don't.
But then I go to bed in the evening and turn my vibrator on the way high setting and stick it way, way up into my pussy. And I move it around to different spots inside. Til it is slammed against my the entrance of my pussy and the end splays open my labia so the vibrations spin off my clit making it engorged.
So I move it and plunge it in deeper, accomplished by holding my legs up in the air and using one hand to splay open my pussy opening and tilt in a certain way until it feels like the sensation of a cock deep back and against my cervix opening.
And I feel that I'm going to cum and I don't want to yet so I slow down my breathing and bring the vibrator head to the entrance of my pussy then up against the G Spot so I can make more pussy juice.
Only tonite I don't want to hear sloshy pussy juice sounds. It's breaking my concentration.
So I start thinking about someone that I've been talking with a lot online, imagining his cock plunged into me and in the spot where my vibrator lies. Then I imagine climbing on top of him and his cock. Trying very hard to imagine what his cock feels like (I've seen photos of it so I can do this with a fair sense) and then I put my legs up into the air again. And plunge the vibrator in.
Then decide to take it out and apply it directly to my clit. Splattering a bit of juice. Directly touching the tip. On very high setting. And it does not hurt. Which means I am awfully, awfully horny.
And though I still don't want to cum yet, I allow myself to. Because it feels so good. The sensation of cumming. The waves that ride up my insides...pussy to chest wall. And I just lie there a few minutes, quivering in the cum. Trying not to remember that its a vibrator and not a cock.
And real man.
With a special cock. And you know it has nothing to do with size or technique. It is about so much more. Which is why I'm still here...and horny.
Substituting my vibrator for real life sex and being a live nude girl with a live nude man and cumming and cumming and afterwards being held and called sweet pet names until I fall asleep.
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and cock (though these photos were compliments of the gay guy who used to co-author this blog and apparently moved away...I don't care because cock is as cock does LOL)
image credit: Breast Beautiful
This is mostly a photo blog with lots of "real" men and women as well as "celebrities" (well in certain circles anyway).
As an end note, I included this last cock photo mainly as a curiosity. No I don't want to know what something this SIZE would feel like inside of me...I love my pussy and prefer to keep it intact.
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I spent much of last night and this morning having conversations with men--new and old. These are my favorite kind; ones where you talk about sex but it is not the whole of the conversation. Not even most of it. Rather it is interwoven, which is how I think sex should be anyway. Integral to the whole of life.
Lately I have been attracting men connected to finance in one way or the other. You have to understand, I love finance. I have a decent head for it, at least conceptually. When I was young I worked near the Board of Trade and dated a commodities broker. So I got to learn bunches about sugar futures and pork bellies. I would have loved to trade, but honestly, I am too risk averse for it.
And I would get fat. High anxiety work.
Of course I guess I could have just fucked that energy away. Of course, coaches used to tell athletes not to fuck before a big game (so maybe that would not have been such a great idea).
Still. Fun to think about.
Anyhoo, there is one finance guy whom I have been having long, rolling conversations about. And last night a guy who turns out to be a trader emailed me.
Both guys have wonderful bodies. Newest guy has lots of muscle definition, stellar chest and fantastic abs you just want to run your fingers over. Don't know what lies "south" in either case.
And I'm going to refrain from asking.
Because guy number two doesn't live too far from me. And honestly, when I look at his pictures, I think that he is worth fucking just for the thrill of seeing that body. Not since C/A has there been a body that is making me this loopy.
OMG. I am still amazed when I get such a viscereal reaction to a man's body. When I tell people that this is new to me, I am not kidding.
They are bodies which quite frankly say "high testosterone." It's gotta be partly biological-evolutionary driven. Like Mother Nature wants you to fuck those bodies to pass along those DNA strands to the next generation.
Which I can't. Well, I suppose technically I still can (but given my age, I don't think my own DNA is so great anymore). But apparently She (meaning Mother Nature) doesn't turn that off...just in case?
Anyway, it is a morning of superbly tingly pussy. Wonderfully I have worked so hard to stay in control. Because I could see myself stripping off my clothes and spreading my legs so wide with arched back. Yes, hard ramming sex. Of the type that leaves you sore afterwards.
The kind where you are so taken over by primal desire, the desire to fuck and be fucked, that in the end you just don't give a sh*t.
Which of course I do.
Damn.
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As in I sure attract "Married Guys."
Just found out this guy I was talking to last Christmas is married. He wants to come up from Indy to see me. Show me his 11 inches. Thick cock too.
I declined.
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"The twenty-five-year-old is patient. And anxious. I sit on the counter and watch him watch the cupcakes, and then when he’s within reach, I scoop him over to me with my legs.
We cannot kiss too much because there’s no extra batter if this batch burns. I am focused on cooking.
Then we go upstairs.
When he pins me against the wall, our age gap dissipates."
Hmmm...
NOTE: This is from another entry in Penelope Trunk's blog. I cannot remember what I was researching when I came across it.
It wasn't the vagaries of May-December pairings though this is something I think about. That's because I do get younger men that ask me out. And I have gone out with a couple (thought not quite this young let me add; Penelope is also way, way younger than me I should also add).
I get more than a few women and men (yes, believe it or not) that say they have no interest in younger. I have no interest in "younger" as a reason to go out with someone. Rather I have tried to decide based on the same things I think over when men closer to my own age ask.
But lately it's started to give me pause. I get asked. I hesitate.
This is turning into a pattern with me. I turn down the opportunity for dancing naked adventures with submissive men. I'm rethinking whether dating younger is such a good idea. I don't know what's going on with me.
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Or Dionysus (Bacchus) if you prefer.
I read this over on Salon. The blogger Beth Mann calls it "In Bed with the Devil (one last time). I get to this part:
While not as self-destructive, I can go there with the best - or worst - of them. I consider myself a Dark Lighter. I can go where the dark people go, give of myself, and return to tell the tale. I can keep my light. I can keep my light.
Robert loves to tear off my clothes. He loves to see me naked. He tells me I’m his angel but I’m a trophy to him. He tears at my clothes when others are around so they can see my body. Being pretty unashamed in that department, I’ve often let him.
I am often fond of saying that I like cavorting with the devil. Like Beth, I mean that "I can go where the dark people go." I like skirting the edges of things.
Just to see. How far can I go? What does it feel like?
Afterall, one of my favorite words is debauchery.
It is a bit what I had in mind with I made my proposal to bR a couple of months ago. He never gave me an answer. Which I took as a "No." So I haven't brought it up again.
JBottom triggered those same desires last weekend. I thought about his offer during the week. Used him for a couple of minor masturbation fantasies...but stuff I really would like to do. Still, I demurred. In the end telling him that I may settle for the fantasy of it but not the doing of it.
Perhaps this is because I am not a Dark Lighter at heart. Or perhaps I am afraid that in the end, I would not be able to "keep my light" and once down that path-for real--I would find it hard to make my way home.
Unlike Hansel and Gretel. I'm not sure.
I suspect I thought that with bR I could safely make my way around the Dark space. That bR would remember to scatter the bread crumbs so I could make my way safely back home. That bR had enough "light" for both of us, or rather, the ability to remind me of my own true light.
But again, I do not know for sure.
It is Halloween weekend. Perhaps that is why this night, these ideas seize my mind. Or maybe it's because I long to have someone that I long for, tear my clothes off. And parade me about. Fuck me til I am delirious, "pretty well unashamed."
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Had a guy email me then IM me Sunday morning. Read his profile. Tall, good looking body, a writer. Hmmm I'm thinking, this has potential.
Soon after the convo, ah, takes a turn. Turns out this guy is a submissive. Usually the bsdm guys who write me are tops looking for bottoms (female submissives). That leads, usually, to a power struggle even though in sex play as I have written, I would enjoy experiencing that side of me (I think).
I have had a few submissives write me, but since I don't do the bdsm thing I really had ano clue as to what they expected/wanted, so I couldn't "act" in that role (even as an exploratory exercise).
This guy--probably cuz he's a writer--did a superb job of filling in some of the details for me...at least as it applies to the stuff he has done and likes. And I admit, for a little bit of while, it was turning me on. And I thought that I might give him a whirl.
As I write this now, I am getting tingly pussy. So I guess that means I haven't entirely ruled it out. It's far enough out there. Something I haven't done. And quite frankly, I am curious as to how far I really could go. He's onto something when he takes about how it makes a woman feel strong, invincible even.
And damn, most men aren't going to let me get close to trying this kind of stuff with them. Especially the dildo stuff (though I'm not quite sure about that licking my asshole clean).
As you will read, he hesitates a bit when I describe my golden shower fantasies. But hell, he's a submissive right. I'll simply tie him to a bedpost. Wrap those balls up in a bit of leather that I can pull if he doesn't obey and stick my wet pussy which is now emitting all manners of pheromones over his face and well...
NOTE: I am editing some parts of this out because one, I am about protecting people's identities when I write this stuff and too, unlike my "talk" from yesterday, I decided to try not to bore you with the germane parts of the convo. Thus you will see some gaps in time and the transitions may be a bit chunky.
(12:39:35 pm)JBottom:Hi
(12:39:41 pm)m:hi
(12:39:45 pm)JBottom:You look good for 55!
(12:39:51 pm)m:thanks
(12:39:57 pm)m:you look good for 41
(12:40:05 pm)m:of course you had all your clothes on
(12:40:12 pm)m:lol
(12:40:12 pm)JBottom:Thanks! Nice chest!
(12:40:46 pm)m:i'll take the compliment
(12:40:47 pm)m:thanks
(12:42:26 pm)JBottom:I am creative, in bedroom too
(12:43:59 pm)JBottom:you look hot!
(12:44:05 pm)m:ok, thanks
(12:44:17 pm)JBottom:so in hills can you be as tall as my 6'2 frame?
(12:44:21 pm)JBottom:heels
(12:44:25 pm)JBottom:i meant
(12:44:25 pm)m:ah yes
(12:44:31 pm)m:I have 4 inch boots
(12:44:42 pm)m:I generally wear at least 2 1/2"
(12:44:51 pm)JBottom:so you can get to how tall then?
(12:45:07 pm)mblaise:usually around 6'2" i think
(12:45:15 pm)mblaise:my boots I am in the clouds
(12:45:38 pm)JBottom:eye to eye. cool. I will tell you I am submissive and like a strong woman to put me in my place
(12:45:47 pm)m:really?
(12:45:56 pm)m:i am a strong woman
(12:46:05 pm)m:but I have not done the submissive, dom thing
(12:46:12 pm)JBottom:could you whip a younger man?
((12:46:33 pm)m:the younger man since you are 41 isn't a problem
(12:46:33 pm)JBottom:you like younger men?
(12:46:37 pm)m:i have dated younger
(12:47:00 pm)JBottom:cool. I like older women I like being the boy toy
(12:47:05 pm)m:really
(12:47:11 pm)m:that is interesting
(12:47:12 pm)JBottom:yes
(12:47:31 pm)m:well at the very least we can sex role play it out in IM
(12:47:39 pm)JBottom:I like an older woman with a nice muscular sexy young man on her arms
(12:48:40 pm)m:though I guess i am still in a horny mood today
(12:48:46 pm)m:cuz now you have me thinking lol
(12:48:56 pm)JBottom:I am horny and hard
(12:49:15 pm)m:well hard is good
(12:49:28 pm)JBottom:I love a older woman and serving her. The thought makes me horny
(12:49:39 pm)m:yes, you will have to tell me stories
(12:49:46 pm)m:i have never experienced such a thing
(12:49:50 pm)m:maybe i would get into it
(12:49:53 pm)m:and you are cute
(12:50:00 pm)m:and you look like you have a nice body
(12:50:05 pm)JBottom:I have good ones and fun sexy hot games to play
(12:50:11 pm)m:ah
(12:50:21 pm)m:so you would let me use a cock ring on you
(12:50:27 pm)m:and a dildo?
(12:50:28 pm)JBottom:Yes!
(12:50:34 pm)m:those are my fantasies
(12:50:45 pm)JBottom:I can fulfill those
(12:50:45 pm)m:sounds promising
(12:50:52 pm)m:but i will have to be honest too
(12:51:04 pm)m:you have gotten me in an exceptionally horny mood
(12:51:05 pm)JBottom:yes
((12:52:00 pm)JBottom:I want you to fist fuck me, use a dildo, cock ring get me on my knees and make me kiss your bare ass and lick yor ass clean
(12:52:35 pm)m:you have done this?
(12:52:45 pm)JBottom:Great muscular legs you have
(12:52:49 pm)JBottom:yes I have
(12:52:55 pm)m:they are decent
(12:53:06 pm)m:i am working myself back into the shape i like them
(12:53:19 pm)JBottom:wrapped around my chest as you squeeze and make me submit
(12:53:28 pm)m:oh yeah
(12:53:36 pm)JBottom:OOOH!
(12:53:37 pm)m:pushing my wet pussy into your face
(12:53:43 pm)m:and making you eat me out?
(12:53:46 pm)JBottom:OHHH!
(12:53:48 pm)JBottom:yes
(12:53:56 pm)m:ah
(12:53:59 pm)JBottom:and licking your ass out
(12:54:29 pm)JBottom:it will get you aroused, trust me
((12:54:58 pm)JBottom:I want you to torture my ass, cock and balls!
(12:55:09 pm)JBottom:play with my ass too
(12:55:28 pm)m:hmmm
(12:55:31 pm)m:with a whip
(12:55:40 pm)m:i can make your ass red from my whip
(12:55:47 pm)m:and I can spank your cock
(12:55:54 pm)JBottom:yes and put me over your knee and spank me
(12:55:55 pm)m:and slap your ass with my bare hands?
(12:56:05 pm)m:and your cock will get nice and hard
(12:56:19 pm)m:but I spank you harder if one drop of precum comes out?
(12:56:38 pm)m:and i can make you stand in front of me and play with yourself
(12:56:43 pm)m:and if i can find a friend
(12:56:55 pm)m:i can order you around and make you do what i want you to do with her
(12:56:56 pm)JBottom:yes red and smack my cock and balls get me weak and grind that pussy in my face, shrink my muscles as you get stronger and have youir way with me. Your power will grow!
(12:57:07 pm)m:ah
(12:57:38 pm)JBottom:you have someone in mind?
(12:57:45 pm)m:i don't know anyone lol
(12:57:51 pm)JBottom:Oh yes. Let's shop for one
(12:57:54 pm)m:but you had me thinking of my own fantasies
(12:58:03 pm)JBottom:yes go on?
(12:58:05 pm)m:u r serious?
(12:58:10 pm)JBottom:yes
(12:58:14 pm)m:you are really into this?
(12:58:16 pm)JBottom:I am super kinky
(12:58:20 pm)m:ah
(12:58:24 pm)m:i am too
(12:58:31 pm)m:but you may have me beat
(12:58:36 pm)JBottom:go on while I stroke my cock
(12:58:42 pm)m:ok
(12:59:11 pm)JBottom:yes tell me what you want to do
(12:59:19 pm)m:have you drunk a woman's pee before
(12:59:31 pm)m:would you let me sit over your face with my pussy
(12:59:39 pm)m:and let my pee stream into your mouth?
(12:59:42 pm)JBottom:no just licked ass but I am open, why?
(12:59:52 pm)JBottom:is that your fantasy?
(1:00:00 pm)m:well i did golden shower play with my husband
(1:00:08 pm)m:but he wasn't into drinking it
(1:01:11 pm)JBottom:I have been ordered to masturbate in front of woman and make me eat my own cum
(1:01:15 pm)JBottom:I like
(1:01:16 pm)m:ah
(1:01:23 pm)m:now i have not experienced that
(1:01:47 pm)m:what else have you done?
(1:02:09 pm)m:is there a club you have gone where you can do such things
(1:02:27 pm)m:like you have to be naked and in harness?
(1:02:36 pm)JBottom:I have been thrown around the room, a woman has sat on my face and tortured my cock and balls, smack around my balls, juggle them, twist and bend my cock and pluck all my pubic hairs out. how about that?
(1:02:44 pm)JBottom:I have done at home mostly
(1:02:47 pm)m:ah
(1:02:54 pm)m:the public hair thing
(1:02:59 pm)m:that sounds very painful
(1:03:02 pm)JBottom:yes
(1:03:05 pm)m:you like that much pain?
(1:03:11 pm)JBottom:but feels good also to me
(1:03:14 pm)m:or is it the humiliation thing
(1:03:15 pm)m:ah
(1:03:27 pm)m:i may not be able to do the pulling hairs
(1:03:34 pm)m:but the balls pulling
(1:03:46 pm)m:smacking them until they are red
(1:03:51 pm)m:and your cock is so hard
(1:04:02 pm)m:that sounds erotic
(1:04:21 pm)m:have you had a woman crush her stilettos into your balls
(1:05:05 pm)JBottom:yes
(1:05:22 pm)m:the thing is
(1:05:32 pm)m:I like having power
(1:05:48 pm)m:but I don't know if I would like it because of that
(1:06:01 pm)JBottom:I like a woman who can use her seductive ways to lull the muscle god into complacency then showing him strength and muscles don't mean dick
((1:06:45 pm)m:I like being Amazonian
(1:06:46 pm)JBottom:yes it will give you power and make you feel you can do anything!
(1:06:55 pm)m:yeah, I think that is right
(1:07:04 pm)JBottom:I love Amazon women who can kick my ass!
(1:07:46 pm)m:you naturally have stronger muscle strength
(1:07:56 pm)m:in reality, in a true fight you would win
(1:07:56 pm)JBottom:I will give you my best, I want you to actually beat me up and control me, humiliate me
(1:08:02 pm)m:I would have a great time trying
(1:08:18 pm)m:but I don't think I have it in me to truly humiliate someone
(1:08:30 pm)m:you see, I had my own share of horrific stories growing up
(1:08:35 pm)JBottom:but if you squeezed balls, kicked me in balls, grab that cock and twist you could do it!
(1:08:50 pm)m:but I would do it because I would be testing my strength
(1:08:55 pm)m:and your endurance
(1:08:57 pm)JBottom:yes
(1:09:04 pm)m:and if your cock got rock hard because of it
(1:09:08 pm)m:then that would be arousing
(1:09:16 pm)m:but in my heart and spirit
(1:09:24 pm)m:I would have no real desire to humiliate you
(1:09:29 pm)m:because my own thing is
(1:09:38 pm)m:I want a man who is powerful enough to be my equal
(1:09:45 pm)m:so I don't have to hide my own strength
(1:09:51 pm)m:you see the difference?
(1:10:06 pm)JBottom:yes
(1:10:43 pm)JBottom:I like your chest. How big?
(1:10:49 pm)m:but in the end it will only be play
(1:11:42 pm)JBottom:so how big is your chest? I like that!
(1:11:46 pm)m:lol
(1:11:55 pm)m:well it is probably 42" now
(1:12:02 pm)JBottom:c or d?
(1:12:06 pm)m:I was 44-46" when I took my pics
(1:12:11 pm):losing weight
(1:12:13 pm)m:c
(1:12:16 pm)m:large c
(1:12:25 pm)JBottom:nice, you lift weights?
(1:12:27 pm)JBottom:yes
(1:12:29 pm)m:I did
(1:12:34 pm)m:and going to start again
(1:12:40 pm)m:one of my other fantasies
(1:12:45 pm)m:lifting weights
(1:12:49 pm)m:nothing too much
(1:12:53 pm)m:hand ones
(1:12:58 pm)m:laying on a bench
(1:13:01 pm):legs spread
(1:13:08 pm)m:and a guy eating me out while i life
(1:13:10 pm)m:lift
(1:13:13 pm)JBottom:cool. I like working out naked next to a woman
(1:13:18 pm)JBottom:I love it!
(1:13:19 pm)m:it is the struggle of concentrating on the lift
(1:13:23 pm)m:while being turned on
(1:13:28 pm)JBottom:yes!
(1:13:34 pm)m:i love the lat pull down too
(1:13:46 pm)m:i love isolating my muscles and feeling their pull and contraction
(1:13:58 pm)JBottom:You are hot! I love it!
(1:14:37 pm)JBottom:you been with women?
(1:14:37 pm)m:I am a Buffy the Vampire Slayer type
(1:14:40 pm)m:or Xena
(1:14:43 pm)m:no
(1:14:49 pm)m:sexually not really the appeal
(1:14:58 pm)m:though I am curious about the experience
(1:15:06 pm)m:at one time, I thought for sure I would try it
(1:15:10 pm)m:lately not so much
(1:15:29 pm)JBottom:I was so turned on by Xena fantasising about her beating me up!
(1:18:59 pm)JBottom:can you call me on phone?
(1:19:27 pm)JBottom:abuse me on phone
(1:19:54 pm)m:i think you do need a dominant
(1:19:59 pm)JBottom:can I describe my muscles and cum for you?
(1:20:08 pm)m:sure
(1:20:13 pm)JBottom:I would like to meet you sometime
(1:21:28 pm)JBottom:we can experiment sexually in many ways
(1:21:36 pm)m:yup we could
(1:23:29 pm)JBottom:you made me hard. I feel like I have to explode!
(1:24:15 pm)JBottom:I so want to cum now!
(1:24:24 pm)m:well fucking cum
(1:24:31 pm)JBottom:call me
(1:24:32 pm)m:make your cock hard
(1:24:36 pm)m:i want it fucking hard
(1:24:40 pm)JBottom:I want you to hear me
(1:24:44 pm)JBottom:call
(1:24:47 pm)m:i want the cum to build up inside of you
(1:24:53 pm)m:and i want you to explode
(1:24:56 pm)JBottom:Yes Master!
(1:25:05 pm)m:so do it fucking now
(1:25:06 pm)m:no
(1:25:13 pm)m:i am not going to call
(1:25:20 pm)m:i want you to take your rock hard cock
(1:25:23 pm)m:in your hands
(1:25:32 pm)m:and I want you to squeeze it hard
(1:25:40 pm)m:i would have that cock in a vise grip
(1:25:50 pm)m:and i would slam my hands into your balls
(1:25:57 pm)m:and then i would squeeze those balls
(1:26:01 pm)m:with my fingers
(1:26:05 pm)m:like they were grapes
(1:26:16 pm)m:and i would dare you to let one ounce of cum out
(1:26:20 pm)m:and if you did
(1:26:25 pm)m:you would have to suck it off
(1:26:32 pm)m:and when i tell you to come on me
(1:26:40 pm)m:you have to let it out a little at a time
(1:26:43 pm)m:and lick it off
(1:26:51 pm)m:then i would make you cum a little on my clit
(1:26:57 pm)m:and i would make you suck it off
(1:27:09 pm)m:and i would put your head between my muscular thighs
(1:27:15 pm)JBottom:Yes
(1:27:17 pm)m:and make you smell my wafting aroma
(1:27:24 pm)m:and lick me out
(1:27:25 pm)JBottom:I just came
(1:27:29 pm)m:ok
(1:27:32 pm)JBottom:I will
(1:27:41 pm)JBottom:I can let you go now
(1:27:45 pm)m:ok
(1:27:49 pm)m:have a good one
(1:27:58 pm)JBottom:Thanks. hope to talk again
(1:28:02 pm)JBottom:you too
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(10:28:22 pm)m:hey sweetie
(10:28:38 pm)x: what's up cutie?
(10:28:44 pm)m:talking as usual
(10:28:50 pm)x:to meeee
(10:28:52 pm)m: it was too cold to go out
(10:28:59 pm)m:to lots of folks lol
(10:29:12 pm)x:too cold? come let me keep you warm!
(10:29:18 pm)m:lol
(10:29:29 pm)m:you are on the East Coast if i remember lol
(10:30:07 pm)x:you remember correctly
(10:30:18 pm)m:hard to keep me warm
(10:30:20 pm)m::(
(10:30:31 pm)x:come here and cuddle babe
(10:30:39 pm)m:ok
(10:30:42 pm)m::)
(10:30:46 pm)m:i love cuddling
(10:30:54 pm)x:me too!
(10:30:57 pm)x:spoon?
(10:31:12 pm)m:yes, yes
(10:31:20 pm)x:big or little?
(10:31:21 pm)m:I love to be the innie
(10:31:27 pm)m:is that the little?
(10:31:33 pm)m:meaning inside
(10:31:38 pm)x:yeah
(10:31:43 pm)m:i want to feel warm and close and secure
(10:31:46 pm)x:i'm facing your back
(10:31:52 pm)m:yes
(10:31:54 pm)m:that is it
(10:32:17 pm)x:one arm always ends up in a weird place though
(10:32:38 pm)m:well i am trying to remember
(10:32:48 pm)m:did most of my cuddling as a married person
(10:32:57 pm)m:my husband was 6'4"
(10:33:09 pm)x:i'm only 6'0
(10:33:18 pm)m:he had long arms
(10:33:26 pm)m:so he could wrap around me entirely
(10:33:45 pm)x:i think i could
(10:33:54 pm)x:around your waist your your chest?
(10:34:08 pm)m:both
(10:34:14 pm)m:sometimes just below the neck
(10:34:20 pm)m:and bury his head in my hair
(10:34:27 pm)m:lots and lots of kissing
(10:34:30 pm)m:stroking my front
(10:34:32 pm)x:top arm on stomach, bottom arm coming around the bottom to the chest
(10:34:38 pm)m:especially by boobs and stomach
(10:34:44 pm)m:yes
(10:35:00 pm)x:take your shirt off and i'd play with your nipples
(10:35:00 pm)m:though then he would complain about cutting off his circulation lol
(10:36:19 pm)x:kissing the neck :)
(10:36:24 pm)m:i also loved when he laid on his back
(10:36:35 pm)m:and i would lay a bit over his stomach etc
(10:36:50 pm)x:i'd probably get pretty turned on
(10:36:57 pm)m:sometimes
(10:37:02 pm)x:yeah
(10:37:04 pm)m:sometimes you just feel all warm and cozy
(10:37:09 pm)m:like someone has your back
(10:37:10 pm)x:its hard not to
(10:37:14 pm)m:and we would talk
(10:37:18 pm)m:and giggle
(10:37:20 pm)m:and tickle
(10:37:23 pm)m:that i do miss
(10:37:25 pm)m;(
(10:37:28 pm)x:awww
(10:37:32 pm)x:wish i was there to do all that
(10:37:38 pm)m:lol
(10:37:50 pm)m:i had some intense convos this eve
(10:37:56 pm)m:it is like when i was married
(10:38:04 pm)m:i would work real hard during the day
(10:38:05 pm)x:is that a good thing?
(10:38:17 pm)m:and nothing i loved more than to relax and melt at the end of the day
(10:38:40 pm)x:melt with me :)
(10:39:10 pm)m:ok
(10:39:14 pm)m:i need to melt
(10:39:17 pm)m:and giggle too
(10:39:26 pm)x:and kiss!
(10:39:34 pm)m:i love kisses
(10:39:39 pm)m:love, love them
(10:39:53 pm)x:where?
(10:41:03 pm)x:do you haven any pictures of your face?
(10:41:05 pm)m:lips especially
(10:41:08 pm)m:yes
(10:41:44 pm)x:can i see?
(10:41:58 pm)m:maybe one day
(10:42:03 pm)x:not today?
(10:42:32 pm)m:well for one thing, I don't have any that i like
(10:42:40 pm)m:i am soon going to take some more
(10:42:42 pm)x:oh i'm sure you have cute ones
(10:42:55 pm)m:meh
(10:43:05 pm)x:send one over
(10:43:18 pm)x:i bet you're sexy
(10:43:24 pm)m:oh yeah
(10:43:32 pm)x:yup
(10:43:33 pm)m:but suppose I love being mysterious
(10:44:43 pm)x: i'd love to see your cute face!
(10:44:54 pm)m:i will think about it
(10:45:04 pm)m:maybe i will feel more lonely and naughty
(10:45:12 pm)m:and want to send a naughtier pic
(10:45:19 pm)x:that'd be fine
(10:45:21 pm)m:but if I send you my face, I cannot do that
(10:45:27 pm)m:that is one of my silly rules
(10:45:30 pm)x:you have naughty ones?
(10:46:00 pm)m:lots
(10:46:04 pm)m:remember i do a sex blog
(10:46:09 pm)m:that's why no face
(10:46:11 pm)x:i didnt know that
(10:46:15 pm)m:and why i hesitate to send them out
(10:46:24 pm)m:usually only do that if i am going on a date with a guy
(10:46:29 pm)m:want him to recognize me
(10:46:34 pm)x:ohhh
(10:46:40 pm)x:well that's understandable
(10:46:45 pm)x:i have some no face naughty ones too
(10:46:54 pm)m:ok
(10:47:06 pm)x:trade?
(10:47:38 pm)m:maybe
(10:47:43 pm)x:okay
(10:47:55 pm)x:want to see me first?
(10:47:59 pm)m:lol
(10:48:03 pm)m:maybe we shouldn't
(10:48:07 pm)x:haha okay
(10:48:10 pm)m:we are becoming nice friends
(10:48:14 pm)x:kinda got me turned on now though :)
(10:48:16 pm)m:i don't want to mess that up
(10:48:25 pm)x:oh i dont think that messes anything up
(10:48:28 pm)m:we will table it for now
(10:48:31 pm)x: but i am a guy, naturally i wouldnt
(10:48:39 pm)m:yes, you may be right
(10:48:49 pm)x:what's your email?
(10:49:02 pm)m:no, i may not return with one
(10:49:05 pm)m:when i offered
(10:49:10 pm)m:i was feeling lonely
(10:49:12 pm)x:oh okay
(10:49:24 pm)x:rather cuddle?
(10:49:25 pm)m:i do need cuddling that's why
(10:49:33 pm)x:come cuddle
(10:49:43 pm)m:i am serious
(10:49:50 pm)m:i need cuddling right now
(10:49:53 pm)x:i know
(10:49:53 pm)m:and i have no one
(10:49:54 pm)x:i love it
(10:49:57 pm)x:i wish i could help you out
(10:50:05 pm)m:the guy i went out with that i had a good time with
(10:50:10 pm)m:he is a great cuddler
(10:50:13 pm)m:he is out of town
(10:50:21 pm)m:and the guy that i liked so much
(10:50:24 pm)m:IMed me today
(10:50:26 pm)x:did you do anything else?
(10:50:28 pm)m:but I missed him
(10:50:35 pm)m:that's why i think i am in this mood
(10:51:37 pm)x:sorry to hear that babe
(10:51:44 pm)m:thanks
(10:51:51 pm)m:do you have a gf?
(10:51:51 pm)x:kisses
(10:51:55 pm)x:no, i dont
(10:51:56 pm)m:why aren't you with her?
(10:53:28 pm)x:because she doesnt exist
(10:53:36 pm)m:well why not
(10:53:41 pm)x:no idea
(10:53:45 pm)m:or are you dating more than one young woman
(10:53:51 pm)m:you are young
(10:53:59 pm)x:i'm not dating anyone
(10:54:12 pm)m:how come?
(10:54:21 pm)x:hmm good question
(10:54:21 pm)x:dunno
(10:54:27 pm)x:dont really put myself out there i guess
(10:54:31 pm)x:would you let me take you out?
(10:54:56 pm)m:good question
(10:55:03 pm)m:I have two other young friends
(10:55:06 pm)m:both close
(10:55:09 pm)m:they both want to go out
(10:55:14 pm)m:but i must be honest
(10:55:18 pm)m:when it comes to doing so
(10:55:23 pm)m:i put them off
(10:55:26 pm)m:it is the age thing
(10:55:27 pm)x:how come?
(10:55:31 pm)x:ahh
(10:55:33 pm)m:both of them want sex
(10:55:35 pm)x:we can be a good time
(10:55:46 pm)m:yes, if we go out as pals it isn't a problem
(10:55:55 pm)x:sex is?
(10:55:58 pm)m:but once i hear they want something more
(10:56:33 pm)m:its not sex per se
(10:56:47 pm)m:its that it makes me feel a bit weird i admit
(10:56:54 pm)m:like i look at them
(10:56:57 pm)x:what if we went out
(10:56:58 pm)m:and they look so young
(10:57:00 pm)x:and i kissed you
(10:57:10 pm)m:i would kiss back
(10:57:14 pm)m:i love kissing remember
(10:57:21 pm)m:but i try to not remember the age thing
(10:57:22 pm)x:so kissing is okay?
(10:57:32 pm)m:lol
(10:58:11 pm)x:and if my hands wandered a bit?
(10:58:31 pm)m:now you are going to get me horny
(10:58:41 pm)x:oh sorry
(10:58:55 pm)m:lol
(10:59:25 pm)x:sooo
(10:59:32 pm)x:could they wander?
(11:00:46 pm)m:sorry
(11:00:51 pm)x:hmm?
(11:00:54 pm)m:more 20 years who are bored
(11:01:01 pm)x:haha
(11:01:06 pm)x:is that what you think of me?
(11:01:12 pm)m:nlo
(11:01:14 pm)m:no
(11:01:22 pm)x:want to talk on yahoo or something?
(11:01:26 pm)m:i didn't mean it like that
(11:01:58 pm)m:i got two more windows open
(11:02:03 pm)m:and now i am tired
(11:02:08 pm)x:aw okay hun
(11:02:13 pm)x:come cuddle
(11:02:21 pm)x:i want to kiss you
(11:02:58 pm)m:i need kisses too
(11:03:08 pm)x:i love kisses
(11:03:27 pm)m:ok almost everyone is gone
(11:03:34 pm)m:i didn't realize it is after 11
(11:03:41 pm)m:no wonder i am getting tired
(11:03:41 pm)x:after 12 :)
(11:03:49 pm)m:yes for you
(11:03:53 pm)m:but you are young
(11:04:01 pm)x:and you are cute
(11:04:06 pm)m:and not geeked up on coffee that you are coming down from a high
(11:04:34 pm)m:do you know what it is like
(11:04:39 pm)x:of course
(11:04:39 pm)m:all these men on IM windows
(11:04:43 pm)m:feeling horny
(11:04:45 pm)m:lonely
(11:04:53 pm)x:i kind of do feel that way...
(11:04:54 pm)m:and all you can do is type into a tiny window
(11:05:12 pm)m:while gazing into the glare of a computer screen?
(11:05:22 pm)x:horny and lonely?
(11:05:31 pm)m:yeah
(11:05:32 pm)m:both
(11:05:37 pm)x:sometimes, yeah
(11:05:52 pm)m:so seriously, why aren't you dating
(11:06:12 pm)x:because i dont put myself out there, like i said
(11:07:39 pm)x:i'm generally rather lonely
(11:07:45 pm)x:and i do feel a bit horny right now
(11:07:49 pm)x:mostly due to you ;)
(11:08:10 pm)m:yeah, i think we did veer into that territory tonight didn't we
(11:08:20 pm)x:yeah
(11:08:26 pm)m:a far cry from why English is a crappy language lol
(11:08:27 pm)x:i'm not entirely flaccid right now
(11:08:30 pm)x:hahaha
(11:08:31 pm)x:i know
(11:08:32 pm)x:right
(11:08:40 pm)m:i am not sure about my wetness lol
(11:08:49 pm)m:i will check when i go pee
(11:09:01 pm)x:with a finger?
(11:09:07 pm)m:usually yes
(11:09:11 pm)x:inside?
(11:09:20 pm)m:because i am not a squirter
(11:09:35 pm)x:i've never encountered a squirter actually
(11:09:36 pm)m:although if i am very horny and its a certain time of the month
(11:09:41 pm)x:they seem to be quite rare
(11:09:45 pm)m:my panties will be wet so thats a sign
(11:10:00 pm)x:do your nipples get really hard too?
(11:10:18 pm)m:well the will get erect
(11:10:23 pm)m:pointy
(11:10:25 pm)m:but hard
(11:10:32 pm)m:usually they must get played with
(11:10:41 pm)x:sucked
(11:10:49 pm)m:hmmm
(11:11:06 pm)x:i'll do that for you
(11:11:09 pm)x:if i could...
(11:11:11 pm)m:i will have to ask next time if they feel hard to the person sucking them
(11:11:30 pm)x:i wish i could
(11:11:40 pm)x:i love sucking nipples
(11:12:09 pm)m:yes?
(11:12:18 pm)x:mmm yes
(11:12:21 pm)m:what is one of the best pairs you've sucked?
(11:12:33 pm)x:girl this summer
(11:12:36 pm)x:great nipples
(11:12:41 pm)x:round, nice and pink
(11:12:43 pm)m:oh yeah
(11:12:44 pm)m:ah
(11:12:50 pm)m:mine are not pink
(11:12:53 pm)x:i loved sucking her nipples while fucking her
(11:12:57 pm)x:what color are yours?
(11:13:02 pm)m:brown
(11:13:09 pm)x:brown is sexy too
(11:13:13 pm)m:yup
(11:13:16 pm)m:just checked
(11:13:18 pm)m:they are lol
(11:13:22 pm)x:hard?
(11:13:35 pm)m:a bit pointy yes
(11:13:44 pm)m:still have my bra on
(11:13:49 pm)m:haven't changed into my pjs
(11:13:51 pm)x:take it off then
(11:14:04 pm)m:i stayed in them until nearly 1pm today
(11:14:13 pm)m:so it is fitting that I don't have them on yet
(11:14:17 pm)x:haha
(11:14:21 pm)x:i have my pajama pants on
(11:14:31 pm)m:i usually do
(11:14:36 pm)m:i have on jeans
(11:14:37 pm)x:with my dick hanging out of the fly now, i got horny just now
(11:14:50 pm)m:my sweater is high up as i checked the status of my nipples
(11:15:00 pm)m:lol, did he get cold?
(11:15:02 pm)x:stomach exposed?
(11:15:07 pm)m:yup
(11:15:13 pm)m:i just was going to write that
(11:15:20 pm)m:luckily my heat is on lol
(11:15:20 pm)x:that i wish i could see
(11:15:29 pm)x:i'd kiss it
(11:15:35 pm)m:ah
(11:15:42 pm)m:i like kisses on my stomach
(11:15:45 pm)m:and my breasts
(11:15:47 pm)m:and my neck
(11:15:55 pm)m:i had my date suck hard on my neck
(11:16:04 pm)m:my husband was a big fan of the hickey
(11:16:06 pm)x:i'd like to suck hard on your nipples
(11:16:09 pm)m:and i learned to love that
(11:16:14 pm)m:that hurts though
(11:16:23 pm)m:you have to have a more delicate touch with them
(11:16:31 pm)m:sometimes if i am very horny
(11:16:38 pm)x:could i slide inside you and lick them?
(11:16:39 pm)m:like i want to be fucked not make love
(11:16:46 pm)m:you can get away with harder action
(11:16:58 pm)m:of course the next day they hurt like hell lol
(11:17:33 pm)x:i'm hard
(11:17:51 pm)m:i guess our convo is doing that
(11:17:54 pm)m:should we stop
(11:18:01 pm)x:i dont want to stop at this point
(11:18:07 pm)m:lol
(11:18:34 pm)x:let me lick between your legs and make you nice and wet
(11:18:41 pm)m:oh yeah?
(11:18:46 pm)x:mmm
(11:18:48 pm)m:would i moan?
(11:18:54 pm)x:a lot
(11:18:56 pm)m:would i open my legs wider
(11:19:04 pm)m:and thrust my pussy into your face?
(11:19:04 pm)x:spread them wide
(11:19:08 pm)x:should i lick your clit?
(11:19:13 pm)m:yes
(11:19:32 pm)x:cum all over my face
(11:19:48 pm)m:hmmm
(11:19:51 pm)m:do you like that
(11:19:57 pm)x:yeah
(11:20:01 pm)m:stick your tongue inside and taste
(11:20:14 pm)m:stick your fingers inside while licking and sucking me out
(11:20:17 pm)m:??
(11:20:22 pm)m:i am being bad
(11:20:31 pm)x:i'll run your g spot for you
(11:20:31 pm)m:i have not had a sex talk in avery long time
(11:20:35 pm)x:while licking your clit
(11:20:38 pm)m:i had kind of given them up
(11:20:50 pm)m:ah, sometimes if it gets hit right
(11:20:53 pm)x:are your turned on now? do you like it?
(11:20:54 pm)m:i get wetter
(11:20:56 pm)x:you*
(11:21:01 pm)m:i am a bit turned on yes
(11:21:10 pm)m:i am trying to get my rational mind back
(11:21:17 pm)x:let it go for a bit
(11:21:24 pm)m:because all of a sudden i realize that i let myself do a sex convo
(11:21:31 pm)x:as i slide my cock into you
(11:21:40 pm)m:i can feel that
(11:21:49 pm)m:i am tingly
(11:21:56 pm)x:rub yourself
(11:22:09 pm)m:no, I would want to grab your asss
(11:22:15 pm)m:and pull you further inside
(11:22:21 pm)m:maybe wrap my legs around
(11:22:28 pm)m:or put them in the air and behind
(11:22:31 pm)x:should i lick your nipples?
(11:22:35 pm)m:deeper penetration
(11:22:44 pm)m:i like to concentrate on one thing at a time
(11:22:54 pm)m:i would want to feel you inside of me
(11:23:06 pm)m:when my legs got tired from being up in the air
(11:23:11 pm)m:and i put them down
(11:23:12 pm)x:i bet it would feel great inside of you
(11:23:22 pm)m:then i would want you to lie down hard on top
(11:23:24 pm)m:and kiss
(11:23:29 pm)m:rough kissing
(11:23:32 pm)m:my date did that
(11:23:35 pm)m:very yummy
(11:23:42 pm)m:makes me very hot
(11:23:44 pm)x:would my cock still be in you?
(11:23:45 pm)m:wanting
(11:23:55 pm)m:while kissin?
(11:23:58 pm)m:yes
(11:24:10 pm)m:we would be fucking
(11:24:11 pm)m:hard
(11:24:21 pm)m:i would be moaning too
(11:24:30 pm)m:maybe arch my back
(11:24:36 pm)m:thrust my nipples in your face
(11:24:38 pm)x:i'd hold you up
(11:24:47 pm)x:put those hard nipples in my mouth
(11:24:53 pm)m:yes
(11:25:03 pm)m:then i might curse a bit
(11:25:09 pm)m:i like to say fuck me please
(11:25:15 pm)m:don't ask me what that is about lol
(11:25:20 pm)m:but i notice i do it a lot
(11:25:21 pm)x:swear all you want
(11:25:22 pm)m:a lot
(11:25:38 pm)x:i want to show you my cock right now
(11:25:51 pm)m:i will imagine it
(11:25:55 pm)m:how long
(11:25:59 pm)m:how round
(11:26:06 pm)x:let me show you
(11:26:21 pm)m:i think we would get in dangerous territory if i let you do that
(11:26:29 pm)x:how so?
(11:26:34 pm)m:but the thought is making me hot
(11:26:43 pm)m:and wet i suspect
(11:26:50 pm)m:i have a good imagination
(11:26:53 pm)x:whats your email? i'll show you my nice hard cock
(11:27:09 pm)m:i am tempted
(11:27:13 pm)m:but lets not
(11:27:18 pm)x:let me show you
(11:27:18 pm)m:i am being good
(11:27:20 pm)x:its so hard
(11:27:21 pm)x:for you
(11:27:22 pm)m:you are 23
(11:27:28 pm)x:its inside you right now
(11:27:30 pm)x:fucking you
(11:27:35 pm)m:ok
(11:27:38 pm)x:24 actually, ;)
(11:27:42 pm)m:i am liking you fucking me
(11:27:45 pm)m:ok lol
(11:27:49 pm)m:one whole year older
(11:27:53 pm)x:haha
(11:28:07 pm)m:sweetie understand from my point of view
(11:28:13 pm)m:my daughter is older than you
(11:28:18 pm)m:it feels a bit corrupting
(11:28:24 pm)x:i understand that
(11:28:26 pm)m:that's why I try not to think of it
(11:28:32 pm)x:i dont think it is corrupting though
(11:28:33 pm)m:this way i can forget about your age
(11:28:37 pm)m:and we can have fun
(11:28:40 pm)m:i am lonely
(11:28:49 pm)m:and also i don't have to feel pathetic
(11:29:02 pm)x:seeing my hard cock would make you feel that way?
(11:29:10 pm)m:i hadn't realized how much cultural stereotypes i bought into
(11:29:18 pm)m:no that would make me want you
(11:29:21 pm)m:and want it inside of me
(11:29:24 pm)m:i would fuck first
(11:29:27 pm)x:i want you to want me
(11:29:31 pm)m:and ask questions later lol
(11:29:32 pm)x:i want you to want it inside you
(11:30:32 pm)x:cum with me
(11:31:08 pm)m:i am actually lousy at cumming with a guy
(11:31:13 pm)m:so you will have to show me how
(11:31:18 pm)m:help me pace myself
(11:31:25 pm)m:and fuck you in the way that you want
(11:31:29 pm)m:that makes you feel good
(11:31:29 pm)x:i could lick your pussy to help
(11:31:40 pm)m:no that might distract
(11:31:42 pm)m:i like to fuck
(11:31:44 pm)m:hard
(11:31:49 pm)m:feel you inside
(11:31:54 pm)x:could i cum inside?
(11:31:55 pm)m:to my cervix wall
(11:32:04 pm)m:so I could feel your spatter inside
(11:32:07 pm)m:hot
(11:32:10 pm)m:hard
(11:32:18 pm)m:i love that part
(11:32:39 pm)x:shit i want to fuck you right now
(11:32:49 pm)m:i love to feel hot cum jet onto my cervix
(11:32:49 pm)x:let me show you
(11:32:54 pm)m:it feels fantastic
(11:33:39 pm)m:i am imagining it
(11:33:47 pm)m:or maybe i would have you pull out
(11:33:56 pm)m:so i can feel your hot cum on my stomach
(11:34:02 pm)m:though the best is when you cum inside
(11:34:07 pm)m:and after we are thru
(11:34:10 pm)x:i like cumming inside
(11:34:10 pm)m:we lay together
(11:34:17 pm)m:and i feel your cum streaming out
(11:34:20 pm)m:between my legs
(11:34:27 pm)m:and i take it and rub it on my clit
(11:34:31 pm)m:and rub hard
(11:34:33 pm)m:and cum again
(11:35:07 pm)x:i could get hard again
(11:35:14 pm)x:and have sex all over again
(11:35:34 pm)m:well i was lonely rememebr
(11:35:40 pm)m:so i want you to just hold me
(11:35:55 pm)x:mmm okay hun
(11:36:54 pm)m:i will let you do lots of soft kisses
(11:37:03 pm)m:ok i have this girl who viewed my profile
(11:37:04 pm)x:all over you?
(11:37:12 pm)m:i wonder if she knows i am having a sex convo
(11:37:21 pm)x:no way
(11:37:21 pm)m:like can you smell that or something
(11:37:26 pm)x:hahaha
(11:38:18 pm)x:can i see your nipples?
(11:40:19 pm)m:so you ok
(11:40:26 pm)m:did you cum for real?
(11:40:26 pm)x:hm?
(11:40:32 pm)x:not yet
(11:40:35 pm)m:ok
(11:40:43 pm)x:that's why i wanted to see your nipples, visual aid
(11:40:45 pm)m:another friend came on
(11:40:47 pm)m:lol
(11:40:54 pm)x:email me
(11:40:56 pm)m:think of the girl from summer
(11:41:04 pm)m:i am past the moment sweetie
(11:41:17 pm)x:i'm not though!
(11:41:41 pm)m:but didn't you cum when we imagined it
(11:42:00 pm)x:no
(11:42:05 pm)m::(
(11:42:15 pm)x:i'm trying right now
(11:42:20 pm)m:ok
(11:42:22 pm)m:sorry
(11:42:27 pm)m:my friend was writing
(11:42:29 pm)x:its okay
(11:42:41 pm)m:would you want me to stroke your cock
(11:42:45 pm)m:would that help
(11:42:52 pm)x:mmm yes
(11:42:58 pm)m:ok
(11:43:09 pm)m:so I would start under the head
(11:43:22 pm)m:and squeeze around your shaft
(11:43:31 pm)m:and then push my hands down to your scrotum
(11:43:40 pm)m:and pump up and down vigorously
(11:43:46 pm)m:stopping under your cock head
(11:43:53 pm)m:maybe taking my finger out to rim it
(11:44:01 pm)m:or stooping down to rim it with my tongue
(11:44:08 pm)m:and to lick the precum between the ridge
(11:44:14 pm)x:oh that feels great
(11:44:24 pm)m:and i would call you baby
(11:44:30 pm)m:and then suck your cock head
(11:44:37 pm)m:and ask you to cum for me baby
(11:44:43 pm)m:i want to see your white cum
(11:44:49 pm)m:i want to lick your white cum
(11:44:53 pm)m:i want you hard for me
(11:45:00 pm)m:please cum for my baby
(11:45:10 pm)m:i love to feel your cum on my hands
(11:45:18 pm)m:of maybe i would stop and get on top
(11:45:25 pm)m:and put your hard cock inside of me
(11:45:30 pm)m:and ride you up and down
(11:45:37 pm)m:doing this leaning forward thing i do
(11:45:38 pm)x:mmmm
(11:45:42 pm)m:going down then stopping
(11:45:47 pm)m:then coming back up again
(11:45:52 pm)m: then riding you hard
(11:45:58 pm)m:and reaching down to kiss you
(11:46:03 pm)m:and play with your nipples
(11:46:07 pm)m:and suck your neck
(11:46:15 pm)m:and give you a ruby red hickle
(11:46:20 pm)m:and moan in your ears
(11:46:26 pm)m:and make your cum for me
(11:46:38 pm)m:because i would want to feel your fucking hot cum inside of me
(11:46:39 pm)m:NOW3
(11:46:41 pm)m:NOW
(11:46:44 pm)m:CUM FOR ME NOW
(11:46:46 pm)m:ok
(11:46:49 pm)x:mmmmmm
(11:46:53 pm)m: are you cumming for me sweetie
(11:46:53 pm)x:i am
(11:46:58 pm)m:are you still hard for me
(11:47:02 pm)m:wanting me
(11:47:04 pm)x:yes
(11:47:10 pm)m:i am riding you hard
(11:47:14 pm)m:you are feeling me up
(11:47:20 pm)m:you make my pussy on fire
(11:47:26 pm)m:but i need your cum inside of me
(11:47:32 pm)m:of i can stroke you baby
(11:47:36 pm)m:what do you want me to do
(11:47:42 pm)m:cuz i need you to cum
(11:48:40 pm)x:i ammmmm
(11:48:41 pm)m:make yourself cum
(11:49:09 pm)x:how wet are you?
(11:49:31 pm)m:i haven't checked
(11:49:42 pm)m:now i have started yet another sex convo
(11:49:47 pm)x:do it
(11:49:50 pm)m:i am going to have to stop lol
(11:50:00 pm)m:but i am feeling hot
(11:50:09 pm)x:i'm so hot for you
(11:50:13 pm)m:and if i check rational head will come back
(11:50:23 pm)m:well you are r supposed to be cumming
(11:50:28 pm)m:so you will feel release
(11:50:31 pm)x:rub your pussy right now
(11:50:47 pm)m:i cannot
(11:50:51 pm)x:no?
(11:50:54 pm)m:too many convos
(11:51:06 pm)x:forget all of them
(11:55:00 pm)m:ok
(11:55:09 pm)m:i might at last have this out of me
(11:55:16 pm)m:you got me horny
(11:55:23 pm)x:did i?
(11:55:28 pm)m:because you wisely started talking about cuddling
(11:55:34 pm)x::)
(11:55:34 pm)m:because what men don't get is this
(11:55:39 pm)x:i love cuddling
(11:55:40 pm)m:sex talk by itself doesn't do it
(11:55:49 pm)m:i have to feel loved and cared for
(11:55:52 pm)m:it makes me open
(11:55:56 pm)m:when open i get hot
(11:55:59 pm)m:then i want to fuck
(11:56:09 pm)m:of course between the caffeine from the coffee
(11:56:13 pm)m:and your talk
(11:56:21 pm)m:it put me way over the fucking edge
(11:56:30 pm)m:to the point where i am actually still horny
(11:56:38 pm)m:and will definitely be using my vibrator tonight
(11:56:42 pm)m:on high speed lol
(11:56:43 pm)x:take those jeans off
(11:56:47 pm)x:rub yourself
(11:57:26 pm)m:i can't do that
(11:57:34 pm)x:no?
(11:57:40 pm)m:i dont' like to get my keyboard sticky
(11:57:44 pm)m:think about it
(11:57:48 pm)x:haha i know
(11:57:50 pm)m:sticky keyboard with cum
(11:57:54 pm)m:feels good at the moment
(11:57:59 pm)m:but then you go ews
(11:58:01 pm)m:eeww
(11:58:04 pm)m:what was i thinking
(11:58:07 pm)m:this is gross
(11:58:20 pm)x:i still want to see you
(11:58:43 pm)m:i know
(11:58:50 pm)m:but i think we should leave it at this
(11:59:04 pm)x:i dont think it makes much of a difference
(11:59:13 pm)x:i want to see your sexy brown nipples
(11:59:39 pm)m:but it might for me
(11:59:55 pm)x:huh?
(12:00:05 am)m:its hard to explain
(12:00:12 am)m:have you ever had a one night stand
(12:00:15 am)m:after you did it
(12:00:22 am)m:you didn't want to see the person again
(12:00:44 am)x:ah, it all makes sense
(12:00:48 am)x:good thinking
(12:01:57 am)m:yeah, i like you
(12:02:04 am)m:you were sweet to indulge me tonight
(12:02:20 am)m:you did it in such a way that it didn't feel like it was about the sex
(12:02:29 am)m:just trying to draw me into sex talk
(12:02:35 am)m:many men do that and it turns me off
(12:02:51 am)x:i think i understand women pretty well
(12:02:53 am)x:dont worry
(12:02:59 am)m:lo;
(12:03:00 am)m:lol
(12:03:04 am)m:ok young thing
(12:03:09 am)x:haha
(12:03:20 am)m:well sweetie it is cute
(12:03:25 am)m:you are all of 24
(12:03:35 am)m:and you tell me you know women well
(12:03:36 am)x:i know i am
(12:03:41 am)m:hell i don't know men at all
(12:03:56 am)x:i know how to treat women pretty well, i think
(12:04:00 am)m:ic
(12:04:06 am)m:i think that is probably tur
(12:04:08 am)m:true
(12:04:11 am)x:i understand the differences between women and men better than most men do
(12:04:22 am)m:then explain men to me
(12:04:27 am)x:i cant
(12:04:31 am)m:lol
(12:06:40 am)x:i'm gonna go though hun
(12:06:43 am)x:i need to get into bed
(12:06:50 am)m:ok
(12:06:58 am)x:ttyl, okay?
(12:06:58 am)m:have good nite
(12:07:00 am)m:;)
(12:07:02 am)m:ok
(12:07:11 am)x::)
(12:07:20 am)m:nites
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